"I'm not insane, I'm just queer."
"I saw so many boys whipped, it took root in my head."
"None of us are saints."
"I always seemed to enjoy everything that hurt. The desire to inflict pain, that is all that is uppermost."
"I have no particular desire to live. I have no particular desire to be killed. It is a matter of indifference to me. I do not think I am altogether right."